Monday, January 24, 2011

An empty soul's desire..

Empty souls find each other in the heat of passion & embrace each other in arms of desire, with memories of real affection in reflection of their touches, they fulfill their momentary desire but then it's back to their empty souls, sex does not heal the pain or fill the void. The battle beggins.
After weeks and months of hurting and pain, the souls float around looking for their fix. Their need for another lovers embrace, the emptiness of thier soul is forever a reminder that they are alone, twisted and disturbed. They search for somebody to ease the pain, even for a moment, temporary is what they deserve. To live the life of a souless person feeding off the desire of sex seems to them a logical explanation to their mysery and pain. The guilt insides them settles if even for a few hours, the ongoing voice inside their head seems to be louder after the deed is done, it seems to make them act crazy and do things they probably would never of done, they contact their once beloved in regret and desperation.

Memories of their lovers smile, the empty soul finds comfort in even the thought of having once felt that love, things seem clearer once their quick fix had been met, things seem like they make sense, in fact they realize that they really are empty souls, full of guilt, driven by desire. Little do they know their one true desire would have embraced them forever, if it had only been theirs to keep.
But the soulless will forever search for the fix, the moment of numb desire , to embrace another and feel nothing for a while , to be caught in the whirlwind of sex and lust, this is what drives them, in the back of their mind they will always have that one true love, distant but prominent for no other will touch like they touched. the difference is an empty soul is attracted to only selfish desires of pleasure and cannot reach the real love that they buried, they buried along with all common sense, purity and innocence, they do not deserve that love and the empty soul knows.
The lover that they lost is twirling around in circles as rain falls on their soft skin , in a deep dark forest of mystery and intrigue , where nobody can reach them, where they are safe from the emptiness of souls surrounding them, they lay forever in the depth of the forests embrace out of reach.

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