Hopeless on a Saturday morning.. listening to old tracks that remind me of you. I try so hard to remember what love feels like, why I was so lost in your eyes. I struggle, all I can remember is the feeling I got, but not why. The whole deftones discography s playing as I write this, I managed a few tears. But only a few and it was really pushing it. I feel as though I needed to cry , like it was a useless schedule I needed to keep up because that's just ' what I do '. This time was different, I don't need to cry because my love for u has gone. I've met somebody else. I'm in love again.. it's the greatest feeling in the world
It's true what they say, you really do love again and the second time it's so much more amazing because you have learnt so largley from your mistakes.
He is my second chance at love and I'm so amazed, this feeling although I've had it before amazes me everyday.. I can think of nothing else I'd love more than to have met him before I met you, because I don't see life without him.. ever.
So it may be true what they say, it all happens for a reason, it was all a butterfly effect leading me upto the point of meeting him, my other half and kindred
spirit.
I'll never regret you hurting me because I'm so much happier in his embrace.
I have found love again..

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