A fools wish

I wish I never met you, I wish I never cared, I wish i never loved you I wish I hadn't dared.
I wish we were strangers, separate and apart, I wish you were further away, I wish you had a heart.

I wish to know why, and how we were suppose to meet, I wish I didn't have to know the pace and time of your two feet.

I wish you were nicer, gave me more time and weren't so cold, I wish I didn't' want you, I wish I never wanted to be with u as I grow old.

I wish you were normal, I wish you had of cared, I wish you didn't hurt me, I wish you hadn't dared.

I wish you could explain, I know you said you tried, I wish I could believe you , I wish I never cried.

I wish your pain was harder, I wish you even knew, I wish you could feel what you did, I wish your words were true.

I wish you didn't kiss, I wish you didn't lie, I wish you weren't so sweet so patience but yet so sly.

I wish you weren't around so much, so I wouldn't have to hurt when your gone, I wish you were not there in my head every morning at the crack of dawn

I wish you were an ant, so I could not see you, I wish I'd go through life not noticing and step on you.

I wish you hadn't touched me, I have to wash for days, I wish you didn't split your heart in so many different ways.

I wish i didn't have a phone to wait around for that call, I wish I didn't have to hope, because you don't bother at all.

I wish I didn't care for you and see something in your eyes so true, I wish I wasn't sitting here so glum sad and blue.

I wish this wasn't so ironic as I've seen this all before, I wish I hadn't become like all those other girls who's hearts have broken , it's such a bore.

I wish i didn't cry so much or write this shitty thing, i wish it was just a one week thing a silly little fling.

I wish i didn't have to learn , I wish I didn't have to grow, I wish the world would stand still and I wish the world didn't have to know.
Mostly I wish if i that I never wished this at all, that I was left alone and untouched pure and safe from all.